虽然今天的风不大，但是心里总是热不起来。不知道是不是家里的暖气一直烧不起来，还是自己的心火已经湮灭。有的时候觉得自己真的很失败，不是一件事而是整个生活。在外人的眼中，似乎我过的去，算是不知福。可是在这个社会，你需要应付很多人的眼光和取得他们的认可。就像一座岌岌可危的大厦，稍有余震可能就分崩离析了。而自己就是这个始作俑者吧。可以逃避用来说事性格使然，让自己没有那么多能力去好好生存下去，用深刻语言就是做的少，想的多。就像现在。
人需要踏踏实实去做事情，这一直是我想找个朋友让本身浮躁的我这样沉下去。可惜，人往往就在不经意间就失去了那个人。双方分来，心里有对方却无法去面对。感情这个东西有点时候真的很折磨人，幸好对狮子座的我困扰不是那么频繁，一天偶尔会让我难受一下，总之在这个冬天，会让我想起还能多人还能多事。也会忘记更多的事情。那些在身边的人，是不是不要不经意就忽略他的感受，而自己独自伤感了。
或许，这辈子磕磕绊绊的走下去，性格不改，就那么懒惰，只会看着相爱的人渐行渐远。我真的不想再经历，两个人在同个城市，彼此顾念着对方却各自都跨不出一步去看到对方。人心都是软弱的，所以做的很绝，让自己不会回去，可是如果感情存在一天就伤害一天。
我宁愿失去这段记忆，可是不知道需要多久，才能真正忘却，听dido 的 white flag
我一直喜欢听……
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we wereWell I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will beI know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes senseWell I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will beAnd when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved onWell I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will beI will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will beI will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
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发表于 2011-12-3 15:49:06
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